As the mother of the special person you refer to in your "rant" I want you to know that I personally take umbrage at your childish reaction. I am ashamed for you that you would let the public read your inability to "cope".

Show your maturity and good sense. Are you in a position to lose friendships? I would encourage you to forget your sophomoric endeavors and understand the true meaning of being a "friend".

From what I understand, you both were friends--nothing more (your interpretation/hope was just that, yours). What you have done as a "friend" is much worse than what she did as a "friend".