S|LvEr wrote: "I've read through some of the articles of alienated.org this morning. And as I was reading, I've noticed one thing. The relationships here suck. Of course, if they're failed relationships, they are going to suck. Well, I have another rant for you Alienated viewers. Yet, one more to add to the "Relationships Suck" bin."
I was, as of recent, 'dating' someone. If you really could call it that. I mean, we would get together.. have a few sexual moments.. a few discussions, and then we would be on our way. But I got to liking this guy... a lot. So before I tell you my problem.. i guess i should give you a bit of my background on this recent experience.

Lets travel in the "Way back.. " machine.. to my Freshman year. I was dating this guy (who will remain nameless) and fell in love. Now we did not date that long.. prolly about 6 or 7 months, but he was still my first love. One day.. I go over to his house to have dinner with him and his parents, and he announces to me, that he wants to break up. I, of course, was devistated. Later on, I learn he had been sleeping with a few guys (one of which i still sort of talk to), and that he broke up with me because he was gay.

So, my friends, I was the last girl he had been with. And from what I hear.. to this day I am *STILL* the last girl he's ever been with. Yea.. someone turning gay on you does kinda suck. And him lying about it sucks even more. Which brings me to recent.

So.. now to my problem.. The guy that I have been 'dating' recently, has just announced that he's gay. I dont' know if he's fucking around.. All of his friends say that he is kidding, but After *MY* previous experience, I have no clue what to believe anymore. I mean.. maybe I'm taking it TOO seriously, and he really isn't.. or maybe I'm cursed.. and the guys that I really like are going to suddenly realize they like guys.

I apologize to the guy I was 'dating' for bringing this out to Alienated. But it was something I had to get off my chest... and well.. I'm a coward, and can't tell ya in real life. So.. I'll hide behind my monitor and keyboard... and let it go from there. It's a lot easier to hit a submit button....

So.. flame on... take it easy if it's easy, take it sleazy if it's sleazy.

S|LvEr